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until recently western medicine held
that our bodies have only two

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circulatory systems the cardiovascular
which pumps blood and the lymphatic

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which drains fluids but in 2021
scientists discovered

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that tattoo ink somehow travels from the
skin down into the fascia

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Why are these so damp? We needed the
dryer. You were not home. Yeah, because

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I was up late prepping your elective
cases for the week. Oh, what was Lucy

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Miller's ICP this morning? Oh, I'm not
on the floor yet, so... She's also going

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to need a follow-up CT.

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Wait, are we rounding now? Just please
make sure to read the notes.

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Okay, last bites and sips.

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Mama, could I use the baby spray so I
can have a proper... Yeah, I meant to

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tell you, Scott asked me where babies
come from. And you went with baby spray?

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Yeah, you know, like...

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Spider-Man.

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I was trying to work with what he knows.
I'm going to get ICP. Got it.

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This finding suggested a third
circulatory system, connecting skin to

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the fascia and organs beneath.

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Hey, how's your group paper going? You'd
think having more people writing would

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make it easier.

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It's due tomorrow, though, right?

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I'm just saying. At least it's over.

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If only I could finish my part.

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Hey, I will take care of that. You can
just go on and get back to work, okay?

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You can just call me Dish Daddy.

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I most certainly will not.

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You know, the silverware won't get clean
like that.

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Yes, it will.

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And, you know, I won't stab myself when
I go to unload.

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Do you do it blindfolded? See, this is
why I do the dishes. No, no, move over.

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Because, hey, look, this needs to be
hot.

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Like this.

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Ah, and all those bowls need to come
down. It's called the interstitium, and

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the function is... Well, we're still
figuring that out.

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Hey, have you seen my trim at all?

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Well, I threw it out.

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Well, I thought that you weren't in pain
anymore.

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Well, I just...

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I get sore after operating sometimes,
and I've got that spinal tumor patient

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today. You want to meet up after your
meeting? I wasn't planning on sticking

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around. It's annoying that I even have
to go in at all. When I said I quit, I

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meant it. You spent years training. They
just want to make sure you're sure. I

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was sure two weeks ago.

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You know, can you take over? I have to
go change.

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Yeah. But we know this much.

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When it comes to support systems, life
is a lot more complicated than we

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thought.

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Good morning.

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I didn't have ginger, so I got you mint
and something called Ruivos.

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I still don't know how to say it. Thank
you. You're welcome.

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I'm sure you shouldn't take the day off.

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I'm fine.

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A little crampy, but that's to be
expected after the pills. Okay.

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And how are you feeling? I'm okay.

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I'll be okay.

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I know it's the right decision.

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Okay.

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I can open my own door. I don't know
what to tell you. I'm a gentleman, okay?

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I'm seeing you later, yes? Yes.

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Okay.

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What are you doing?

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Some people punch punching bags.

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I stab suture trainers.

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And now, on his first day back from
Central Michigan, Vincent Guagna.

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You should take this. Do you know any
apartments for rent? Not at a retirement

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home. Then no.

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Good morning, everyone.

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Good morning.

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So for those of you considering
subspecialties, it is time to look for

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research opportunities.

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If you want to be competitive for
fellowships, you'll need to line

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something up within the next few weeks.

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I just posted open positions to the
portal. If you have any questions or you

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need anything at all, just come find me.

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Let's have a good day.

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Great. One more thing to do. Still
thinking cardiothoracic? Thinking it's

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none of your business.

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She's just having a bad... Personality?

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Yeah.

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You want to cancel the weekly chief's
meetings? If you do the math, 14 people

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in a two-hour meeting, that's 28
man-hours wasted each week on something

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that could be an email.

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I'll think about it.

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Morning. It appears that I'm on your
service, Dr. Weber.

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Sir? He requested you.

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Oh, well, I saw that you had a whip ball
on your schedule. I've been practicing

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my hepatic OJ. That won't be necessary.

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I've got a VIP patient and needs post-op
monitoring.

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No problem. I can do that before I scrub
in. I don't think you understand.

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There is no scrubbing in. You will not
set a foot in my OR.

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You will monitor my post-op patient on
the VIP floor. End of assignment.

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Give him time.

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or expensive chocolate works too.

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Dr. Shepard, Dr. Adams, meet Pauline
Darnold. Please call me Polly Dart. She

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is a Dolly Parton impersonator. She
don't say.

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What brings you in?

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Feels like my head's heavier than my
hair.

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Can you be more specific?

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Worst headache of my life. When did it
start? This morning, during my sound

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check. A tech company hired me for their
corporate retreat.

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It hurt so much, I could barely see, but
I'd already cashed the check. So I put

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on my lashes, hacked up my boobs, and
sang the best I could.

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Well, hopefully we can get to the bottom
of this and get you some relief. Dr.

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Adams, why don't you start on the exam?

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Why don't I take a look?

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All right.

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All right, a little slower.

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All right.

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Pull on my finger.

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Extraocular muscles are intact.

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Symmetric smile.

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Pump your cheeks.

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Raise your eyebrows.

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Any ringing in your ears?

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Not a peep. Yeah.

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Cranial nerve seems stable. No facial
weakness.

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We should rule out a stroke or a bleed.
Let's start with a non-contrast head CT.

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All right. Call the order in.

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He's a keeper.

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The app says the water purifying kits
arrived yesterday.

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Well, there's a village in Sierra Leone
who would argue otherwise. So either

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I'm... Sorry for interrupting.

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Don't be. We're just talking about work.

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Ken started a non-profit that brings
clean drinking water to developing

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countries. I'm Jasmine, co-founder of
said non-profit, slash Ken Miseride,

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slash ex-wife.

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We like to keep things complicated.

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Are you taking me to surgery?

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Soon.

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Griffith. We're on a schedule here.

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Ken Nguyen, 37, history of osteosarcoma
in the spine at L3, here for a vertebral

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resection and spinal reconstruction.

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I will replace the cancerous vertebra
with a titanium cage filled with bone

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graft material.

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And then I will cover with paraspinous
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and implant are protected. How long is
the recovery?

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When will he be back to his old self?
That's not supposed to mean.

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It's a normal question.

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You mean when can I get back to work? I
didn't say that. You didn't have to. All

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you care about is work.

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You're controlling and overbearing. You
need to be calm right now, and clearly

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I'm an impediment to that. So I'm going
to go answer some emails.

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Call me if he croaks.

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Should I get him prepped?

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Yeah, that feels right.

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Have you looked at the open research
positions yet?

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Salomon's studying mitral regurgitation
in dogs. I could get paid to pet dogs,

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which, frankly, is something I could
use.

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Something wrong?

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Cramps? You shouldn't still be in this
much pain after a medication abortion.

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Have you followed up with your OB?

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When am I supposed to do that? Hey, are
you okay?

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Fine, yeah. Just a little discomfort.

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You sure?

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Yeah. Okay. Well, you missed an epic
battle. It's just like, why get a

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divorce if you're going to keep working
together?

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Don't catch her, Patrick!

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I'm going to get her into her room. I'm
okay.

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Okay.

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Let's go in here.

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Ms. Bromley in room 1409 needs a bolus
of LR. Okay, I'll be in the conference

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room if anyone needs me. Dr. Bailey, can
I ask you a quick question? Besides that

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one? Yeah, it's about the schedule.

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Have you ever extended a rotation to
cover a request for bereavement leave?

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Rarely, but let me see.

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Wait, what am I looking at? What
happened to my spreadsheet that I gave

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you? Oh, a med school friend recommended
this app. Residents input their requests

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and it optimizes the schedule for
everyone.

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Well, does this magic app account for,
you know, who needs protected time for

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research or who's behind on their case
logs or whose uncle coincidentally needs

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to be driven to dialysis whenever the
Mariners make the playoffs?

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Probably not. Yeah. See, no computer can
optimize better than a residency

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director who knows her or his residents.
Try my spreadsheet.

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You'll never go back.

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I will take a look.

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Here. If you're ever in an accident or
suspect you might have been in an

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accident, call me.

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Hey, you're that lawyer with the ads.

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If you're injured and you need a pro
called Lloyd Fazio, lawyer.

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Guilty. And you are Dr.

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Kwan. I am assigned to you today.

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May I take a look at your incision?

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I'd love an Arnold Palmer first.

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Well, I'm a doctor, but I will check
with patient services.

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Yesterday, the head doctor up here mixed
it for me himself.

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I'll see what I can find. First, may I
take a look? Fine. Have at it.

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So, how are you feeling? Any pain?

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I mean, the kind that comes with having
your stomach cut open.

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Don't worry.

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I won't sue you.

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Fortunately, everything looks good.

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Oh, do you have to put that back on?
It's so uncomfortable.

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It supports recovery. You want it on.
Trust me. All right, I will be back.

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60-40.

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Huh? 60% iced tea, 40% lemonade.

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Right.

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Oh,

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it's Lincoln.

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You should go.

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But what about you? I'm sure. Everything
is fine, and no offense, but I don't

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want you here for this part anyway.

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Sure. Please.

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Go. Thank you.

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Okay.

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Scoot down.

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Do we really have to do this? Make sure
that you don't have any residual tissue

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making you septic. Yes, we do.

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Just kill me, you know? I'm over it.

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Great touch and a little bit of
pressure.

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Aren't you on plastics today? I told
them I ate a bad salad and maybe had

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that diarrhea thing.

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Let's see what we have.

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What is that?

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I don't know.

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It's not normal.

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We should get OB.

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We can figure it out. Just get a
textbook.

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Please, I don't want more of my
co-workers looking inside of me.

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Okay.

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But don't go anywhere.

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How's she doing?

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Mad. She did not want to take this wig
off. Yeah, I'm looking at the

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application for your lab. Where's this
past experience? Does that just mean

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neuro research or any research? You're
applying to my lab? Yeah.

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Is that a problem? I'm just surprised I
didn't realize that you were still

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thinking about switching to
neurosurgery. Yeah, I'm just keeping my

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options open here.

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It's not like casually scrolling on a
dating app. It's a commitment.

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I mean, neurosurgery is incredibly
demanding.

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You'd be starting over at seven more
years, and there's just no room for

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error or doubt. You need to have the
skill and the desire, or you just can't

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make it. Thanks for the TED Talk.

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I'm not saying you shouldn't do it. I'm
just saying. Wait, is this because I

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told your kid that human beings were
made with baby spray? The scans are up.

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Sorry, the scans are up.

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You see that?

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Damn it, grade four AVM. What's the fix?

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Endovascular coiling. Yeah, it works for
me. Okay, let's get Polly out and give

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her the news.

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Bryant, you're late. Sorry.

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Hand me a basin.

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Vertebra is removed.

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Let's prep for the cage.

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Take this.

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Here's a question.

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You're putting a scalpel in a
dishwasher.

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Put it in handle side up or down?

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Why am I washing the scalpel?

248
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I have a spine in my hands. Let's cut
the chatter.

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I've never seen this before.

250
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Is that more tumor?

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It's extended to the vertebral bodies
above and below you. You didn't see this

252
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in the scans?

253
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It was last month.

254
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It must have spread fast.

255
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Can we just use a larger cage?

256
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We can't replace a defect this large
with just a cage. It's too big and it

257
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carries too high a risk of not healing
or failure.

258
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What do you want to do?

259
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I don't know yet.

260
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Well, we already did the resection. We
can't just close him and send him to the

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ICU. You think I don't know that?
LinkedIn.

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Look, we're not closing.

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I just... I just need a damn minute.

264
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I have a tangle of blood vessels in my
brain? Yeah.

265
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It's what's causing your headaches.

266
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I'm supposing it doesn't go away with a
couple of ibuprofen.

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No.

268
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And because it could rupture at any
moment, I would urge you to get it fixed

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right away. I'm supposed to go to a
festival in Nashville tomorrow.

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Can I think about it? Sure.

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It's a lot to process.

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If you need a little time, we can give
it to you. Let you consider all the

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options. But I would strongly encourage
you to make a decision today.

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AVMs are impossible to predict. You
could bleed out or have a catastrophic

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stroke. You could die.

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The three of you would do my surgery?

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Today. If you like.

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I just might.

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Like the Dolly Parton song. Exactly.

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You a Dolly fan?

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My mom. She used to make me sing Islands
in the Stream with her karaoke.

282
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You know, it wasn't really appropriate.

283
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Book an hour. Yep.

284
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Hey, do these look the same to you?

285
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I don't know what part of the body I'm
looking at. We're in OB. Take a guess.

286
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What are you doing here? My VIP patient
wants socks with fuzzy grips.

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So you're stealing them from pre- and
post-partum mothers? Weber exiled me to

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the Olympic floor.

289
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I think he's waiting out to see if I
quit.

290
00:15:20,660 --> 00:15:22,100
Hey, what do you know about the new
chief?

291
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Ivy League, great hair, loves money,
probably has a hobby where he swims in a

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pool of cash.

293
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Huh.

294
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Well, duty calls.

295
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Oh, uh, Dr. Wilson, thank God. Um, could
I have you look at something for me,

296
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please? I don't work here anymore.

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You have your Grace Sloan ID badge.

298
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Yeah, I'm about to hand it in. Well,
before you do, can you please, please

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look?

300
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Is this your patient?

301
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It's Dr. Griffin.

302
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She made me promise not to get anyone to
help, and I don't know what to do.

303
00:15:56,600 --> 00:15:59,920
Anastasia is wondering how much longer
you want to keep Kin under. If I knew,

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I'd be operating.

305
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Just the messenger.

306
00:16:06,260 --> 00:16:08,880
I keep staring at these screens, hoping
for an answer.

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And this guy brings safe water to people
all around the planet while the rest of

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us destroy it.

309
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Because of me, he could spend the rest
of his life sedated and flat on his

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back. Well, can you use the cage you
have and try chemo to shrink the

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remaining cancer? It's not a cure.

312
00:16:24,180 --> 00:16:26,520
The cancer could spread even more and
then he's no better off. Yeah, and

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clearly it's spread fast before.

314
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Exactly.

315
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No good options.

316
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Damn it.

317
00:16:33,180 --> 00:16:37,220
This is why I like plastic. Soft tissue.
We can move it around to restore form

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and function. Bones aren't skin.

319
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It's harder to get them to do the job of
other bones.

320
00:16:41,580 --> 00:16:44,300
Well, don't we do fibula grafts all the
time? No, fibula's too small.

321
00:16:44,600 --> 00:16:51,040
You'd need a much bigger bone for a
defect that's... Brian, run down and

322
00:16:51,040 --> 00:16:54,500
tell the nurses to bring back a few
frozen cadaveric femoral grafts. Hold

323
00:16:54,500 --> 00:16:58,600
on. Isn't a femur too big? Not if I can
sculpt it to the size we need.

324
00:17:02,600 --> 00:17:05,960
Her temp is 38, and she's tachycardic. I
said get a textbook.

325
00:17:06,240 --> 00:17:08,500
I know. I'm sorry, but I don't speak OB.

326
00:17:08,800 --> 00:17:09,659
Okay, okay.

327
00:17:09,660 --> 00:17:13,140
Dr. Millen showed me your ultrasound.
You need to get checked out right away.

328
00:17:13,440 --> 00:17:14,440
What'd you see?

329
00:17:15,660 --> 00:17:16,660
Okay.

330
00:17:18,040 --> 00:17:23,040
Do you see this?

331
00:17:23,400 --> 00:17:26,300
We call that the snowstorm sign.

332
00:17:26,520 --> 00:17:27,520
What does that mean?

333
00:17:27,980 --> 00:17:29,240
It's a molar pregnancy.

334
00:17:29,580 --> 00:17:34,960
A mass of aberrant cells where a fetus
would be. It's rare, but it does happen.

335
00:17:37,380 --> 00:17:39,000
I was never actually pregnant?

336
00:17:40,620 --> 00:17:42,120
Not with a viable pregnancy.

337
00:17:42,420 --> 00:17:47,920
So when I was agonizing over what to do
about this baby... No baby?

338
00:17:48,840 --> 00:17:50,120
No. I'm sorry.

339
00:17:54,800 --> 00:17:55,820
What do we do now?

340
00:17:56,700 --> 00:17:57,700
May I feel?

341
00:17:58,320 --> 00:18:04,580
So the medication that you took,
mifeprestone, only targets pregnancy.

342
00:18:04,960 --> 00:18:08,640
But you still have trophoblastic tissue
in your uterus, and you're getting

343
00:18:08,640 --> 00:18:09,640
septic.

344
00:18:11,980 --> 00:18:12,980
Okay, ready?

345
00:18:14,780 --> 00:18:16,340
We need to remove it.

346
00:18:16,860 --> 00:18:17,860
I could die.

347
00:18:19,500 --> 00:18:21,260
Luckily, we caught it early.

348
00:18:22,020 --> 00:18:25,320
I'm going to call someone from OB to
give you a DNC.

349
00:18:25,520 --> 00:18:26,820
Oh, you can't do it?

350
00:18:28,500 --> 00:18:32,540
I'm not working today, but Dr. Collins
is, and she's very good.

351
00:18:33,580 --> 00:18:37,900
Is there any way you can do it? I don't
know, Dr. Collins, but I'm comfortable

352
00:18:37,900 --> 00:18:38,900
with you.

353
00:18:44,340 --> 00:18:45,340
Okay. Okay.

354
00:18:46,780 --> 00:18:48,280
I'm going to change into my scrubs.

355
00:18:48,820 --> 00:18:50,920
You get her propped. Okay. Thank you.

356
00:18:55,380 --> 00:18:57,760
Sorry, it took me a minute to find a
warm blanket.

357
00:18:58,200 --> 00:19:02,360
I missed that day in medical school. I
appreciate that, but does this look like

358
00:19:02,360 --> 00:19:03,360
a problem?

359
00:19:05,860 --> 00:19:07,860
I need sterile towels. Hey, Dr.

360
00:19:08,120 --> 00:19:09,120
Weber!

361
00:19:15,110 --> 00:19:17,890
Do you all have a favorite Dolly Parton
song?

362
00:19:18,730 --> 00:19:19,990
Jolene, obviously.

363
00:19:20,330 --> 00:19:21,790
You don't think there's other good
answers?

364
00:19:22,130 --> 00:19:23,450
It's a perfect song.

365
00:19:24,030 --> 00:19:27,950
Make sure you pull back on the syringe
as you get close to the artery.

366
00:19:28,230 --> 00:19:29,049
What do you see?

367
00:19:29,050 --> 00:19:29,809
Bright red blood.

368
00:19:29,810 --> 00:19:35,350
I'm in. Grab the guide wire at the skin.
As soon as the needle comes out, you

369
00:19:35,350 --> 00:19:38,390
don't want to lose it. Yeah, I know.
This isn't the first time I've accessed

370
00:19:38,390 --> 00:19:39,329
a film artery.

371
00:19:39,330 --> 00:19:40,330
Just making sure.

372
00:19:40,370 --> 00:19:42,810
Now nick the skin and place the dilator.
Yep.

373
00:19:49,070 --> 00:19:50,070
All right.

374
00:19:50,430 --> 00:19:55,530
All right. Insert the sheath. Make sure
not to advance too aggressively. Do you

375
00:19:55,530 --> 00:19:56,389
want to do it?

376
00:19:56,390 --> 00:19:57,289
Keep going.

377
00:19:57,290 --> 00:19:59,750
Some might say 9 to 5 is a pretty
perfect song, too.

378
00:20:00,030 --> 00:20:02,450
Not from a movie. Or they killed their
overbearing boss.

379
00:20:02,750 --> 00:20:03,850
Huh. Imagine that.

380
00:20:05,990 --> 00:20:08,950
All right. You think you want to be a
neurosurgeon? Let's see how far you can

381
00:20:08,950 --> 00:20:09,950
get.

382
00:20:10,250 --> 00:20:13,930
Just follow the femoral artery and take
your time.

383
00:20:17,670 --> 00:20:18,670
Laura.

384
00:20:22,610 --> 00:20:24,230
These towels weren't warmed.

385
00:20:24,430 --> 00:20:25,730
Your insides are on the outside.

386
00:20:25,950 --> 00:20:27,470
The towels are the leaf of your worries.

387
00:20:28,530 --> 00:20:31,830
Quan, do I need to remind you that part
of the draught of this floor is that

388
00:20:31,830 --> 00:20:33,030
it's quiet? Shut the door.

389
00:20:33,370 --> 00:20:34,810
The nurse said that you were screaming.

390
00:20:35,030 --> 00:20:37,230
He removed his binder and his incision
de-hissed.

391
00:20:38,090 --> 00:20:39,150
Those things are uncomfortable.

392
00:20:39,650 --> 00:20:42,870
That's what I said. I paid Dr. Weber.
Weber's in surgery, so you've got me.

393
00:20:43,070 --> 00:20:44,070
Can I see?

394
00:20:45,190 --> 00:20:48,410
Mr. Fazio, you didn't have to go to all
this trouble to get my attention.

395
00:20:48,890 --> 00:20:52,470
Don't make me laugh. No, really, don't
make him laugh. We're going to have to

396
00:20:52,470 --> 00:20:53,470
get you to the OR.

397
00:20:53,510 --> 00:20:54,510
Kwan, prep the patient.

398
00:20:54,690 --> 00:20:57,410
You heard what Weber said. I'm not
supposed to operate.

399
00:20:57,650 --> 00:20:59,870
Weber is not here. Get him down there.

400
00:21:05,250 --> 00:21:08,570
And Dugu, glad I caught up with you. You
have a moment?

401
00:21:08,970 --> 00:21:13,270
Actually, I was about to... I just heard
that you're considering group feedback

402
00:21:13,270 --> 00:21:14,270
sessions.

403
00:21:14,690 --> 00:21:17,670
Yeah, my residency director did them,
and they're...

404
00:21:17,980 --> 00:21:18,980
You know, interactive.

405
00:21:19,080 --> 00:21:20,840
I found it useful to learn from peers.

406
00:21:22,220 --> 00:21:28,060
Because personally, I find that doing
things in groups can be more difficult

407
00:21:28,060 --> 00:21:29,300
than doing them individually.

408
00:21:29,980 --> 00:21:30,980
Noted.

409
00:21:31,640 --> 00:21:32,640
To be continued.

410
00:21:33,560 --> 00:21:34,560
Mm-hmm.

411
00:21:42,960 --> 00:21:44,400
How you doing? You okay?

412
00:21:45,040 --> 00:21:46,980
Just worried about a patient.

413
00:21:49,000 --> 00:21:51,120
What's going on? Can we not do this,
please?

414
00:21:52,000 --> 00:21:52,979
Do what?

415
00:21:52,980 --> 00:21:56,420
This. The thing where I tell you my
deepest, darkest feelings and then you

416
00:21:56,420 --> 00:21:58,820
look at me like that. Like you care.

417
00:21:59,060 --> 00:22:02,240
And then I feel like everything's going
to be okay when in reality everything's

418
00:22:02,240 --> 00:22:03,240
a nightmare.

419
00:22:03,900 --> 00:22:05,640
I need this elevator to move faster.

420
00:22:08,620 --> 00:22:12,500
I do care about you. Please, don't.

421
00:22:16,860 --> 00:22:18,360
I hope your patient's still okay.

422
00:22:18,910 --> 00:22:19,910
Me too.

423
00:22:24,310 --> 00:22:28,270
I changed my mind. My favorite song is
My Tennessee Mountain Home.

424
00:22:29,250 --> 00:22:30,430
Glad you cleared that up.

425
00:22:32,110 --> 00:22:34,890
How's it going? I'm passing the left
internal carotid artery.

426
00:22:35,310 --> 00:22:40,490
Contrast. What do you see? I see the
middle cerebral artery. I don't think I

427
00:22:40,490 --> 00:22:41,490
can make this turn.

428
00:22:42,170 --> 00:22:43,170
What are your options?

429
00:22:43,390 --> 00:22:44,950
I can keep advancing the coil.

430
00:22:45,150 --> 00:22:47,630
And risk her stroking out if you damage
the vessel.

431
00:22:47,870 --> 00:22:49,530
I could use a more rigid catheter.

432
00:22:49,770 --> 00:22:51,390
Congratulations. Another stroke. Try
again.

433
00:22:57,470 --> 00:22:58,470
Dr. Adams.

434
00:23:00,830 --> 00:23:02,230
Okay. I'll take over from here.

435
00:23:04,910 --> 00:23:09,990
Okay. I'm going to come around through
the anterior communicating vessel.

436
00:23:11,299 --> 00:23:14,480
And catheterize the AVM feeder
retrograde.

437
00:23:24,560 --> 00:23:25,560
It's too big.

438
00:23:25,900 --> 00:23:29,820
Looks like a perfect fit to me. No, his
defect is too big for a dead bone to

439
00:23:29,820 --> 00:23:34,040
heal in it. It might stabilize him for
now, but the chances of failure are too

440
00:23:34,040 --> 00:23:35,040
high without a blood supply.

441
00:23:35,260 --> 00:23:36,360
Small form, no function.

442
00:23:36,560 --> 00:23:37,560
Yeah.

443
00:23:38,090 --> 00:23:41,090
It's too bad we can't use a fibula. It's
got a great blood supply.

444
00:23:41,310 --> 00:23:42,310
It's Wright's go-to.

445
00:23:42,570 --> 00:23:47,150
What if we could use it? I thought you
said it's too small. No, no. What if we

446
00:23:47,150 --> 00:23:50,850
take Ken's fibula and we put it inside
the femur to vascularize the graft?

447
00:23:51,110 --> 00:23:52,110
Throw in a little BMP.

448
00:23:54,090 --> 00:23:57,110
A bone in a bone, like an orthopedic
turduck. Yeah.

449
00:23:58,850 --> 00:24:03,150
Warren? I mean, it's absurd, but it
might work.

450
00:24:19,440 --> 00:24:20,319
Hey, you ready?

451
00:24:20,320 --> 00:24:21,320
Uh, yeah.

452
00:24:21,540 --> 00:24:26,000
I'm just gonna make a call. Can you have
anesthesia? Give us a second dose of

453
00:24:26,000 --> 00:24:27,160
antibiotics, please. Sure.

454
00:24:31,480 --> 00:24:33,680
Hi, you've reached Atticus Lincoln.
Leave a message.

455
00:24:33,900 --> 00:24:34,900
Thanks.

456
00:24:39,700 --> 00:24:41,820
Hey, how can I help you?

457
00:24:42,220 --> 00:24:47,340
Do you want to talk about it, or do you
want me to distract you? Distract me.

458
00:24:51,810 --> 00:24:56,490
Okay, this is a good one. I looked into
all of the cardiothoracic research

459
00:24:56,490 --> 00:25:00,610
programs, and the one that gives me the
best chance of getting a top fellowship

460
00:25:00,610 --> 00:25:01,910
is a goose.

461
00:25:02,830 --> 00:25:05,870
What about the dogs? I was lying to
myself I'm a cat person.

462
00:25:06,830 --> 00:25:08,530
Simone, how are you feeling?

463
00:25:09,430 --> 00:25:10,429
Morphine's helping.

464
00:25:10,430 --> 00:25:12,110
Okay, it'll be over soon.

465
00:25:12,430 --> 00:25:14,670
Okay, let's have two units of blood
ready.

466
00:25:15,970 --> 00:25:17,470
It's just a precaution.

467
00:25:18,770 --> 00:25:20,390
It's been a while since my...

468
00:25:20,640 --> 00:25:21,920
Med school OB rotation.

469
00:25:22,180 --> 00:25:24,500
What are the chances of uterine
perforation?

470
00:25:24,780 --> 00:25:30,660
Low. Less than 1%. Molar pregnancy can
increase risk slightly, but overall it's

471
00:25:30,660 --> 00:25:31,459
very safe.

472
00:25:31,460 --> 00:25:33,340
And you've done a lot of these? Tons.

473
00:25:33,540 --> 00:25:34,540
I'm not worried.

474
00:25:38,800 --> 00:25:41,720
Okay. If you're ready, we'll start
sedation.

475
00:25:55,690 --> 00:25:58,190
Please don't make me do this. Please. I
can't do it. Please don't make me do it.

476
00:25:58,190 --> 00:26:02,790
Please. I can't. I can't. I can't do it.
I can't. I can't.

477
00:26:03,150 --> 00:26:04,870
I can't do it.

478
00:26:08,570 --> 00:26:10,490
The femur's ready for the figular graft.

479
00:26:14,030 --> 00:26:16,310
Can I get a brow wipe?

480
00:26:21,190 --> 00:26:22,390
Okay. Take two.

481
00:26:27,929 --> 00:26:28,929
Perfect alignment.

482
00:26:29,210 --> 00:26:30,690
We did it. That's not over yet.

483
00:26:31,390 --> 00:26:34,150
Let's secure the spine and then we can
begin the anastomosis.

484
00:26:44,530 --> 00:26:46,810
You know you want to.

485
00:26:54,610 --> 00:26:55,610
Lawyer.

486
00:26:56,310 --> 00:26:57,310
All right.

487
00:26:57,470 --> 00:26:58,730
Fascia looks good.

488
00:26:59,470 --> 00:27:03,850
Quant? How about you help me dissect the
lateral plane?

489
00:27:04,790 --> 00:27:07,250
Well, I probably shouldn't. Are you
still worried about Weber?

490
00:27:07,450 --> 00:27:10,110
Yeah, he's the chief of the whole
system. Yeah, because he's married to

491
00:27:10,110 --> 00:27:13,370
it. This morning you said you wanted a
cut. Are you a surgical resident or not?

492
00:27:16,550 --> 00:27:17,550
Bowie.

493
00:27:21,170 --> 00:27:24,870
All right. Release the external oblique
above the fascia. That's it.

494
00:27:25,230 --> 00:27:26,230
That's right.

495
00:27:26,730 --> 00:27:31,010
What the hell is going on? Kwon, I told
you no surgeries.

496
00:27:31,230 --> 00:27:32,630
Put that bogey down now.

497
00:27:33,120 --> 00:27:36,500
Dr. Norton, I thought I made myself
clear. My resident has been out of

498
00:27:36,500 --> 00:27:39,600
commission for more than a month. He
needs time to work his way back into the

499
00:27:39,600 --> 00:27:43,480
OR. Dr. Kwan was there when your VIP
patient's bowel eviscerated. He called

500
00:27:43,480 --> 00:27:46,380
for help and applied pressure to keep it
from further eviscerating while you were

501
00:27:46,380 --> 00:27:49,660
occupied elsewhere. I'd say he has
worked his way back. And by the way,

502
00:27:49,760 --> 00:27:53,300
he's doing an adequate job with this
sublay placement, which is about as good

503
00:27:53,300 --> 00:27:56,480
of a compliment as a resident gets from
me. I'll take over from here. It won't

504
00:27:56,480 --> 00:28:00,060
be necessary. I'm about ready to close.
I see my patients through. You can step

505
00:28:00,060 --> 00:28:01,060
out.

506
00:28:07,530 --> 00:28:10,330
Do you still need me to? Which residents
are on general today?

507
00:28:11,230 --> 00:28:14,450
Baxter, Ford, Goodwin. You have Paige
Baxter on your way out.

508
00:28:24,500 --> 00:28:25,540
Oh, Dr. Ndugu.

509
00:28:25,960 --> 00:28:27,160
Dr. Ndugu?

510
00:28:27,400 --> 00:28:28,400
Yes.

511
00:28:28,540 --> 00:28:33,520
So, I was looking at the residency
portal. Okay. If this is about me doing

512
00:28:33,520 --> 00:28:35,460
away with resident office hours, let me
stop you right now.

513
00:28:35,860 --> 00:28:39,140
I will meet with them by appointment,
but I don't have time to sit in my

514
00:28:39,140 --> 00:28:43,400
office. Because in addition to doing my
own job, I'm covering for Altman, Hunt,

515
00:28:43,560 --> 00:28:44,560
and you.

516
00:28:45,700 --> 00:28:50,480
You have no idea how much this favor I'm
doing for you has cost me. So, if you

517
00:28:50,480 --> 00:28:53,540
take issue with how I'm doing things,
find someone else to do them.

518
00:28:55,680 --> 00:28:56,900
Did you have something to tell me?

519
00:28:58,300 --> 00:28:59,300
No.

520
00:28:59,460 --> 00:29:03,160
I... Carry on.

521
00:29:07,280 --> 00:29:14,000
I can't do it. Okay, just look at me. I
got you. I got you. I know

522
00:29:14,000 --> 00:29:16,800
what it's like to be the doctor on the
table.

523
00:29:18,120 --> 00:29:19,180
You know too much.

524
00:29:19,630 --> 00:29:23,430
It's impossible to let go, but I need
you to try so that I can be in control

525
00:29:23,430 --> 00:29:26,990
and you can go to sleep. But what if I
don't wake up? What if there's a

526
00:29:26,990 --> 00:29:31,390
complication? If there is one, I'll know
how to fix it. And if I need help, my

527
00:29:31,390 --> 00:29:32,570
colleagues are right outside.

528
00:29:39,530 --> 00:29:40,530
Okay.

529
00:29:41,430 --> 00:29:42,430
Okay. Okay.

530
00:30:10,250 --> 00:30:11,990
Simone, you need this procedure.

531
00:30:13,230 --> 00:30:14,230
Okay.

532
00:30:16,570 --> 00:30:19,850
What if I did it without general
anesthesia? Does that make any

533
00:30:19,850 --> 00:30:20,850
difference to you?

534
00:30:22,210 --> 00:30:23,230
I'd be awake.

535
00:30:23,510 --> 00:30:26,990
Is that safe? Well, it's usually more
comfortable for patients if they're

536
00:30:26,990 --> 00:30:29,950
asleep, but we could use a local nerve
block.

537
00:30:30,170 --> 00:30:32,830
If that's what you want, you'll be
awake. You know what's happening the

538
00:30:32,830 --> 00:30:33,830
entire time.

539
00:30:35,830 --> 00:30:37,130
And I'll be with you the whole time.

540
00:30:39,879 --> 00:30:40,879
Yeah. Yeah.

541
00:30:42,460 --> 00:30:43,860
Yeah, I want that. Okay.

542
00:30:45,600 --> 00:30:49,280
All right, everyone, change your plans.
We're going to do a paracervical block.

543
00:30:49,420 --> 00:30:53,060
I need 20 cc's of 1% lidocaine, and I'm
going to go scrub.

544
00:30:53,420 --> 00:30:54,420
Thank you.

545
00:30:55,060 --> 00:30:56,060
Okay.

546
00:30:59,340 --> 00:31:00,340
Perfect. Okay.

547
00:31:00,900 --> 00:31:01,900
You'll be like, hold on.

548
00:31:05,040 --> 00:31:06,320
The twerker's tricky.

549
00:31:07,300 --> 00:31:09,540
And don't beat yourself up. You set me
up to fail.

550
00:31:11,020 --> 00:31:12,820
Well, I gave you an opportunity to try.

551
00:31:13,040 --> 00:31:15,160
Is that how you see it? You're a
resident.

552
00:31:15,900 --> 00:31:18,820
I didn't expect you to get it right on
your first try.

553
00:31:19,020 --> 00:31:21,360
You don't seem to expect me to do
anything right, ever.

554
00:31:22,180 --> 00:31:24,480
That's not true. I think you're very
talented.

555
00:31:24,880 --> 00:31:28,240
Yeah, but you don't think I have what it
takes to clean up my crap or answer your

556
00:31:28,240 --> 00:31:32,420
kids' questions or do my job or be a
neurosurgeon. I didn't... say that the

557
00:31:32,420 --> 00:31:36,640
people who have what it takes to pursue
neuro don't keep their options open they

558
00:31:36,640 --> 00:31:41,320
zero in they think about it every minute
of the day derek did i did you're not

559
00:31:41,320 --> 00:31:48,020
because i'm not you or him and maybe i
don't want to be okay my way

560
00:31:48,020 --> 00:31:54,280
isn't wrong or defective just because
it's different from yours you know for

561
00:31:54,280 --> 00:31:57,380
someone who claims she was an underdog
growing up you sure like to tear people

562
00:31:57,380 --> 00:31:58,380
down

563
00:32:05,420 --> 00:32:09,600
It could be the drugs, but it sounded
like you said the cancer has spread, so

564
00:32:09,600 --> 00:32:11,220
I have a leg bone in my spine.

565
00:32:11,640 --> 00:32:14,640
We removed all the cancer, but yeah,

566
00:32:15,640 --> 00:32:20,880
that's basically what happened. I'm
still here, so thank you. We placed an

567
00:32:20,880 --> 00:32:24,600
order for physical therapy. Now it'll
take some time and a lot of work, but

568
00:32:24,600 --> 00:32:25,600
you should be able to walk again.

569
00:32:25,800 --> 00:32:29,240
We'll monitor you for a couple more
days, keep a close eye on the pain, and

570
00:32:29,240 --> 00:32:32,440
then you can get back to saving the
world. Is there anyone else that we

571
00:32:32,440 --> 00:32:33,439
should be speaking with?

572
00:32:33,440 --> 00:32:34,440
No.

573
00:32:34,649 --> 00:32:35,649
Just to be fine.

574
00:32:39,270 --> 00:32:40,270
You came back?

575
00:32:40,370 --> 00:32:41,370
I never left.

576
00:32:42,130 --> 00:32:43,130
I know you.

577
00:32:43,530 --> 00:32:47,190
You lash out when you're scared. I
forget you're doing it every time until

578
00:32:47,190 --> 00:32:48,210
I remember.

579
00:32:49,990 --> 00:32:52,050
King of the jungle to help you with your
strength.

580
00:32:54,030 --> 00:32:55,450
You know I'm allergic to cats.

581
00:32:55,650 --> 00:32:58,070
Just take the dumb stuffed animal and
say thank you.

582
00:32:58,290 --> 00:33:00,050
We'll give you some privacy.

583
00:33:01,779 --> 00:33:04,100
Can you just say thank you? Is it that
hard?

584
00:33:04,300 --> 00:33:08,540
Just thank you. How does clean water
come from such a toxic relationship? No

585
00:33:08,540 --> 00:33:10,320
one knows how other people's
relationships work.

586
00:33:10,560 --> 00:33:11,560
True, true.

587
00:33:12,340 --> 00:33:15,160
I've got to go handle something, but
I'll check on him in an hour or so.

588
00:33:15,300 --> 00:33:16,300
Yeah.

589
00:33:18,320 --> 00:33:19,320
It's a big wind today.

590
00:33:19,640 --> 00:33:20,640
We got lucky.

591
00:33:21,260 --> 00:33:22,940
I should have scanned Ken yesterday.

592
00:33:23,380 --> 00:33:24,520
He was stupid and careless.

593
00:33:24,860 --> 00:33:25,860
We still found the solution.

594
00:33:27,260 --> 00:33:28,980
You know what? Let's grab a beer at
Joe's.

595
00:33:32,000 --> 00:33:33,960
No, I gotta catch up on some charts.

596
00:33:37,300 --> 00:33:39,580
How long till I can get back on stage?

597
00:33:40,100 --> 00:33:41,640
Oh, it'll be a few weeks. I'm sorry.

598
00:33:42,000 --> 00:33:43,480
Well, give me time to work on my act.

599
00:33:43,820 --> 00:33:45,020
Always room for improvement.

600
00:33:45,240 --> 00:33:49,480
How do you work on your act? Do you have
to perfect all of Dolly's mannerisms?

601
00:33:49,760 --> 00:33:52,660
I did at first, but the reviews were
terrible.

602
00:33:53,560 --> 00:33:58,480
Then finally, I realized audiences think
they want a good mimic, but what they

603
00:33:58,480 --> 00:34:03,560
really want is a good character. And
that comes from me, knowing who I am and

604
00:34:03,560 --> 00:34:04,880
what I bring to the stage.

605
00:34:05,500 --> 00:34:06,500
What do you bring?

606
00:34:06,640 --> 00:34:08,679
I'm a kindergarten teacher with roots.

607
00:34:09,139 --> 00:34:13,920
Mom, I volunteer at the food bank, and
I've got killer gams.

608
00:34:14,260 --> 00:34:17,159
When you are recovered, I would love to
come and see you perform.

609
00:34:17,420 --> 00:34:20,400
Dr. Adams is going to be in shortly to
take your post-op labs.

610
00:34:23,120 --> 00:34:24,120
You did great.

611
00:34:24,420 --> 00:34:28,300
We completely evacuated the mole of
pregnancy with minimal bleeding.

612
00:34:28,620 --> 00:34:32,980
Think I can go home soon? Well, they are
going to monitor you overnight, but you

613
00:34:32,980 --> 00:34:37,020
should be discharged in the morning, and
I gave them strict instructions, no

614
00:34:37,020 --> 00:34:38,020
unwanted guests.

615
00:34:38,159 --> 00:34:39,159
Thank you.

616
00:34:39,460 --> 00:34:45,820
And thanks for letting me stay awake. It
meant more than you know.

617
00:34:46,580 --> 00:34:50,699
My mom had a complication here years
ago.

618
00:34:50,940 --> 00:34:52,080
I just...

619
00:34:52,909 --> 00:34:55,270
Just needed to know what was happening
to me.

620
00:34:56,530 --> 00:34:57,530
I get it.

621
00:34:59,890 --> 00:35:01,150
I'm glad it all worked out.

622
00:35:01,890 --> 00:35:03,150
Get some rest. Yeah.

623
00:35:17,910 --> 00:35:19,910
Sorry you didn't get to see the surgery
through.

624
00:35:20,430 --> 00:35:21,430
I tried.

625
00:35:21,960 --> 00:35:24,320
It's okay. His JP output looks good,
though.

626
00:35:24,540 --> 00:35:25,540
That's what matters.

627
00:35:26,000 --> 00:35:27,380
Help me with this, will you?

628
00:35:29,000 --> 00:35:31,480
You know he can't tell that it's warm.
He's VIP.

629
00:35:31,860 --> 00:35:35,200
He gets what he wants, even when he's
asleep.

630
00:35:35,500 --> 00:35:38,460
Sounds like one of his ads. I'll pitch
it to him. You think he'd be more

631
00:35:38,460 --> 00:35:42,480
successful if he spent more time on his
cases and less time filming commercials?

632
00:35:42,880 --> 00:35:44,000
You don't think he's successful?

633
00:35:44,900 --> 00:35:50,000
Guy owns a ginormous house in
Laurelhurst, plus two boats. He may be

634
00:35:50,000 --> 00:35:56,370
a... tacky ambulance chaser with an
annoyingly catchy ad, but he doesn't

635
00:35:56,370 --> 00:35:57,870
take a dime unless his client wins.

636
00:35:58,730 --> 00:36:03,650
Say what you will about his tactics, but
he fights for them and gets them what

637
00:36:03,650 --> 00:36:04,650
they want.

638
00:36:11,910 --> 00:36:14,870
Dr. Burse, it's Atticus Lincoln.

639
00:36:16,530 --> 00:36:18,450
Well, I'm, uh...

640
00:36:18,970 --> 00:36:21,590
I'm having some pain again, and yeah,

641
00:36:22,310 --> 00:36:29,310
I'm trying to push through, but could
you call in

642
00:36:29,310 --> 00:36:30,310
a refill?

643
00:36:33,590 --> 00:36:36,410
Hey, Lucas, stop.

644
00:36:37,370 --> 00:36:39,090
Just stop walking.

645
00:36:41,730 --> 00:36:42,870
You're not a failure.

646
00:36:43,670 --> 00:36:44,770
Is that an apology?

647
00:36:46,210 --> 00:36:48,010
I was the underdog in my family.

648
00:36:50,090 --> 00:36:51,090
What am I saying?

649
00:36:51,990 --> 00:36:54,370
I don't have to tell you that. You know
the stories.

650
00:36:55,470 --> 00:36:57,750
But now I am an accomplished surgeon.

651
00:36:58,530 --> 00:37:03,030
And your mom and your aunts still treat
me like I can't get anything right. You

652
00:37:03,030 --> 00:37:04,030
don't deserve that.

653
00:37:04,350 --> 00:37:05,350
It is true.

654
00:37:05,750 --> 00:37:09,390
You don't do things the way I would. But
that doesn't mean you wouldn't make an

655
00:37:09,390 --> 00:37:11,190
excellent neurosurgeon.

656
00:37:13,490 --> 00:37:18,230
I want to help you find your path, even
if it doesn't end up being mine.

657
00:37:18,900 --> 00:37:20,040
So come work in my lab.

658
00:37:21,380 --> 00:37:24,580
I will be more open-minded, I promise.

659
00:37:27,600 --> 00:37:28,600
I'll think about it.

660
00:37:29,220 --> 00:37:30,220
Okay.

661
00:37:30,780 --> 00:37:31,880
And I'm moving out.

662
00:37:33,680 --> 00:37:34,680
It's time.

663
00:37:49,320 --> 00:37:53,820
Dr. Weber, look, if you're here to make
excuses about what happened, don't

664
00:37:53,820 --> 00:37:57,900
bother. I wasn't planning to. I thought
I made myself clear about my

665
00:37:57,900 --> 00:37:59,200
expectations for you today.

666
00:37:59,480 --> 00:38:02,280
You definitely did. Good. You're
dismissed for the day.

667
00:38:06,700 --> 00:38:08,960
Quan, I just said you could go.

668
00:38:09,880 --> 00:38:13,300
I know, but the chief said that I... The
chief?

669
00:38:14,680 --> 00:38:15,820
Chief Norton.

670
00:38:16,350 --> 00:38:21,370
He said that I could scrub in on his
latissimus flat tomorrow and to put my

671
00:38:21,370 --> 00:38:22,370
name under his.

672
00:38:31,790 --> 00:38:33,090
Good night, Dr. Weber.

673
00:38:47,120 --> 00:38:48,120
Hi.

674
00:38:49,000 --> 00:38:50,000
Hi.

675
00:38:51,160 --> 00:38:52,840
Did everything go okay with your
patient?

676
00:38:53,060 --> 00:38:54,060
Yeah.

677
00:38:55,000 --> 00:38:56,000
She's doing fine.

678
00:38:58,440 --> 00:39:02,200
Good. I'm glad to hear it. Our lives are
full of mysteries.

679
00:39:03,000 --> 00:39:06,800
You could round a corner and meet your
soulmate or your death.

680
00:39:08,340 --> 00:39:09,340
I'm home.

681
00:39:09,640 --> 00:39:10,578
How'd it go?

682
00:39:10,580 --> 00:39:13,060
Well, paper is done.

683
00:39:13,690 --> 00:39:18,350
Plus, I got a reminder of what it's like
to cram five people into a studio

684
00:39:18,350 --> 00:39:20,350
apartment. You at least get some cheap
pizza?

685
00:39:20,550 --> 00:39:21,550
No, I did.

686
00:39:23,830 --> 00:39:30,610
And I'm sorry about this morning. You
have taken on more around here to help

687
00:39:30,610 --> 00:39:35,050
me, and I micromanaged the way you were
doing it.

688
00:39:35,310 --> 00:39:37,690
Oh. I just stopped. No, look.

689
00:39:38,070 --> 00:39:42,210
Oh, just going back to school is making
me feel like I don't know what I'm

690
00:39:42,210 --> 00:39:43,210
doing.

691
00:39:43,660 --> 00:39:49,340
You know, viral disease, trends,
descriptive epidemiology. Like, everyone

692
00:39:49,340 --> 00:39:54,060
is speaking another language. I'm just
racing to catch up. I think I just

693
00:39:54,060 --> 00:40:00,500
wanted to feel like I was an expert in
something when I should have just said,

694
00:40:00,560 --> 00:40:01,560
thank you.

695
00:40:03,380 --> 00:40:04,380
You're welcome.

696
00:40:06,260 --> 00:40:10,920
And I got something for you. For me?
Mm-hmm.

697
00:40:13,930 --> 00:40:17,690
Man no children were involved in the
loading of this dishwasher.

698
00:40:17,990 --> 00:40:21,850
Oh, then how did you know because I am
an expert in you?

699
00:40:26,150 --> 00:40:31,130
There's no way to predict what's waiting
around the bend Your

700
00:40:31,130 --> 00:40:36,930
meeting ran late The

701
00:40:36,930 --> 00:40:39,710
meeting never happened

702
00:40:41,070 --> 00:40:44,510
I got pulled into a DNC that was more
complicated than expected.

703
00:40:45,850 --> 00:40:46,848
Are you okay?

704
00:40:46,850 --> 00:40:47,850
No.

705
00:40:49,030 --> 00:40:50,030
I'm sorry.

706
00:40:50,610 --> 00:40:52,430
You never should have gone into that
meeting.

707
00:40:52,690 --> 00:40:58,370
You would have gotten pulled in. No,
it's not that. I'm just... I'm really

708
00:40:58,370 --> 00:40:59,370
good at this.

709
00:41:00,120 --> 00:41:04,040
I'm extremely skilled at these
procedures. I listen to my patients. I

710
00:41:04,040 --> 00:41:07,700
treat their heartbreak and their pain.
And this field needs every doctor that

711
00:41:07,700 --> 00:41:12,100
they can get. And I love it. I really
love what I do. But I can't practice

712
00:41:12,100 --> 00:41:15,280
medicine anymore without reliving
something that almost killed me.

713
00:41:16,520 --> 00:41:19,500
Do you think it'll get better with time?
I don't know.

714
00:41:25,280 --> 00:41:26,620
I just want to go home.

715
00:41:28,780 --> 00:41:29,980
Yeah, let's get out of here.

716
00:41:32,720 --> 00:41:39,060
All you can do is put one foot in front
of the other and lean on what supports

717
00:41:39,060 --> 00:41:40,060
you.

718
00:41:47,260 --> 00:41:48,260
And trust it's there.

719
00:42:00,940 --> 00:42:02,160
Even when you can't see it.

